Friday, June 26, 2009
Feeling kinda burnt out with the things happening.
didnt really do well for my term test..
I'm really trying to make a balance.
but sometimes it really stretches and feel so damn lethargic.
But the funny thing was.. i didnt even felt like at all in the past..
although situations and problems kept coming in, i fought it out again and again.. without even feeling burnt out.
the good old times.. 4 years ago..
Dont get me wrong though.. i'm not trying to backslide or lose my faith.
like what pst Kong said, "It's all too late to lose my faith. Nothing can stop me. Cos' I already EXPERIENCE God!"
Maybe it was true that i once fought alongside with comrades who were willing to die for each other.
it's one thing to press on with companions who care, love, sacrifice and share the same dreams.
and it's another to just hang on with strangers
it's all about relationship.
not only 'hi-bye' category
but those deep heart to heart relationship.
OH YA! let's talk about one thing i hate! COMPARISON!
in my opinion, i feel that there are a few types of comparison.
1)
People who compare themselves to others in a very irrelevant way
one stupid illustration i could think of is.. one zebra and hippo was walking and got obstructed by a river. Then hippo tells zebra, "don worry! let's swim over!"
hope you understands =.=2)
People who compare someone to othershave you ever been compared to your siblings when you failed your exams during childhood? and how your mom would ask you to at least eat their shit so you could become a lil' bit more intelligent like them? yeah it's that kind. i seriously think that no one is the same. If not, why would God appoint apostles, prophets, evangelists, pastors, teachers?
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i'm referring to smth else.. not gruding abt my childhood sad memories.. =.=)
But nevertheless, i am very easily encouraged! hahaha
Those who hope/wait upon the Lord will have their strength renewed
as i keep hoping, He will give me enough strength to keep going on...
as i keep hoping, He will give me enough strength to keep going on...
as i keep hoping, He will give me enough strength to keep going on...
to keep going on..
to keep going on.... and on...
anyway.. thanks bro....
i will always remember what you taught me....
you have left a legacy behind in my heart..
iloveyou❤ at 12:52 AM
