Saturday, May 30, 2009
it was a long time since i last updated
Havent been doing well these days. Feeling down and out. Kinda struggling with school works and some following up stuffs.
But amazingly, God touches whenever i'm in the lowest pit.
Sometimes i just felt that i'm screwed up..
But God lifted me out!
Had a wonderful Song of Solomon BS today.
Main message was about relationship with God. Actually, the message shared today was rather similar to what bro Poh shared with us during iWorship101.
It just reminds us back to the first love all over again.
Song of Solomon 1:6
6 Do not look upon me, because I
am dark,
Because the sun has tanned me.
My mother’s sons were angry with me;
They made me the keeper of the vineyards,
But my own vineyard I have not kept.
Isn't it true? things like schools; works; business or even serving and ministries, got ourselves tied up and we forgot all about the communion with God?
First LoveWhat exactly is that? Bro Poh told us that he defined it as special moments in our lifes. E.g,
Salvation - The
first time i felt the presence of the Lord. I was shaking during worship. Where i
first raised my hand in tears and conviction and walked down the aisle full of faith.
and fire came down from heaven and touched me. and i was filled with passion to spread the good news to others.
Water Baptism(not yet for me, soon ya?)
Speaking in tongues - The
first time when pastor laid his hands on me. and i started speaking in languages that i've never heard before. when i was told not to be distracted by what my neighbours and i started to mumbled softly. on the way home, i would subsequently make a trip to the toilet, or find a quiet place and start mumbling to 'check' if it's still within me.
Ministry - The
first time when i had guitar lesson and was shockingly early. where i took down tons of notes and memorize the open strings by heart through Every Body Gets Down And Eat.
Borrowed the old blue colored TGM guitar from church and tried to play something out of it even though i knew i couldn't. The
first time i played for service(shc) and CG, where i could'nt bring myself to do anything else except to practice all day and make sure every note sounds heavenly.
It just brings me back again.
Lord,
I'll not fall. Not now.
Thank you for
Your love and strength.
iloveyou❤ at 12:35 AM
