Tuesday, April 29, 2008

These few days have been rather down for me..
time is never enough..
i always feel that time is too little
and there's so much things to do..

nevertheless, i'm not blaming anything..
just hope that i can improve myself to keep up with the pace

just recovered from fatigueness
and have been feeling weird recently..
but no doubt that's nth to do with fatigue
totally different stories..

hmmm.. i think there's just too many things to worry on..
and i worried too much..
i feel that our time are so much limited..
there's too many things to cope with..
a feeling of being missed out.. left on the shelves
and some misunderstandings that not resolve..
it makes you pondering..

have been randomly watching hk serials with family..
wanted to learn cantonese
few reasons behind it.. but.. yeah.. don wish to think too much..
will be trying my best! ka yaow!
watching the hk drama makes me think again
it makes me think about your life back there

since i got back from hk.
i always remind myself of you when i thought of hk
i suddenly find myself being able to understand you so much
the life that you used to have..
the places that you used to go..
the culture of speaking cantonese..
the warmth of your family..
it's a weird feeling..
it cant be described..

i'm wondering..
what if you didnt have to come to sg
how would your life be?
are we gonna be strangers?
are your life gonna be like those drama?

you came here as an alien
without anything by your side
empty handed you come, empty handed you'll go
what more can i expect..
i had everything here
no doubt your prospective are different..

be it fated or sheer luck,
i'll cherish you..
i love you dear <3

iloveyou❤ at 9:14 PM

Thursday, April 24, 2008

omg..
my whole body aches like hell!!
that damn basketball training is so damn tough..
for so many months i've not used my body
and now they give this commando style training!!
i'm old already..

dear, i'm so worried about you..
you gotta hang on
life is like that
full of struggles..
i'm here with you..
don give up!
don give yourself so much pressure
walk at your own pace
even little things that you do, it's turn big overtime!
trust me!

iloveyou❤ at 10:48 PM

Thursday, April 17, 2008

wow.. after long period of laziness
you guys miss me?
lol.. not much ppl know my url anyway..
just being lame =(

hahaha..
it's exciting to see your blog reaching 1000th viewer soon =)

school has started!
it wasnt so bad as i thought..
but living under the reputation of ITE was really sulky..
you will try to avoid the uniforms when you're outside..
but thank God sports management has nice and not-obvious uniform
i didnt know BSM is such a high class and well-recognised course!

gotta know some buddy
most of them are good!
can conclude that all sports ppl are all like this?
bunch of jokers
haha..
but out of the handful bunch of buddies
i got 2 closer ones

one is like a bridge that connects me to other friends, and one is a joker.. haha

we realised that our swedish lecturer has a funny accent..
Okai? lol..
he can say ok in every sentence!!
applaud please!!

today surprisingly our class played soccer together during lunch break!
imagine 47 people fighting for one ball
unity man!!
nv had such experience in my schooling life before

next few weeks gonna be hard..
our modules are not those slacking type..
in short, you have a unit like bio+FNN, english "paper 1" exclusive class, combined humanity, and OFA..

plus the maths hw remedial i get every week.. it's hell..
but gotta suck my thumb and move on!
i wanna excel!

i needa sacrifice my precious friday with dear.. as the tuition has been changed to friday..
haish.. really didnt want that.. but no choice..
for the sake our our future, i gotta work hard!!
it isnt forever anyway.. after o lvl then we'll own the hourglass

love you dear!

you're coughing more like ah ma each day..
better drink more water!
take care of yourself ok?
i'm always praying for you!
too bad i cant take care of you 24/7
please see a doctor soon!!

iloveyou❤ at 10:05 PM

Thursday, April 10, 2008

have been worrying too much recently..
so many things just came across my mind..
but i think i ponder too much..
it's wrong to do that too..

am i really so sickening you must avoid?
does being with me make you so trouble?

sorry for the things i've done..
i just wanna love you

but looks like i'm better off dead


爱你错了吗　為什麼会受到这麼多惩罚
他们说的话 像针往心裡扎
我心中的怕　不知该怎麼做才可以放下
只不过想好 好的爱一次啊

带我远走高飞　 不去理会　这一个蜚短流长的世界佈满虚偽
是你让我选择沉醉　繁星守候月不能睡　只因為爱上了 夜的黑
带我远走高飞　 一起去追　有一个叫做幸福的世界没有泪水
我已经感觉到疲累　只想在你怀抱入睡　不在乎别人 眼中是非

重新再出发　能不能让这天地不再吵杂
我的心裡面 安静得不像话
故事的真假　没有多餘的力气去分辨他
只不过想好 好的爱一次啊

带我远走高飞　 不去理会　这一个蜚短流长的世界佈满虚偽
是你让我选择沉醉　繁星守候月不能睡　只因為爱上了 夜的黑
带我远走高飞　 一起去追　有一个叫做幸福的世界没有泪水
我已经感觉到疲累　只想在你怀抱入睡　不在乎别人 眼中是非

iloveyou❤ at 12:37 AM

Sunday, April 6, 2008

nth special these few days
was forced to update..
lol..

my regrets were enlightened as my w910i turned to N95!
teehee..
it rocks man

off my parents go to mersing
fishing trips with friends and family
i took a long time to decline the offer..
haha
but next time i'll keep them company!
pray that we'll have seafood for weeks
rmbed the previous trip,
my virginity on the steering wheel =D
60/kmh..

today dear came to keep me accompany
the three of us looked like abandoned orphans..
haha..
today i woke up with dear right in my face!
so blessed.. haha
indescribable feelings..
felt warmth =D
it's like we're married
hahahaha!
i'm so fortunte to have you with me =D

幸福之中！

iloveyou❤ at 12:36 AM

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

these few days have been sweet for me
ever since sunday service
i'll tell you why

James 1:5-8
5 If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all liberally and without reproach, and it will be given to him. 6 But let him ask in faith, with no doubting, for he who doubts is like a wave of the sea driven and tossed by the wind. 7 For let not that man suppose that he will receive anything from the Lord; 8 he is a double-minded man, unstable in all his ways.

this verse speaks a lot to us about having faith. And we know that God will not give us when we're unsure.

Life is full of choice and decision
and we know that doesnt come easy

"To get where you wan to go in life, you must start where you are"

Decisiveness is the quality to bring change
however, the opposite of decisiveness is ambibavalence, which means uncertained or confused
(Jm 4:17, Ps 119:113)

Procrastination is another enemy. which means we have thoughts like, "it's ok to delay" or "lets do it next time" we procrastinate because of fear of change, overwhelmed or plain laziness.

(Ecc 11:4, Job 8:7)
there's a real story of a girl sitting on the toilet bowl for 2 years!
even her skin and leg started growing on the bowl and becoming a part of it!
when the police came and asked the boyfriend, he said,
"when i ask her when will she be coming out, she always said 'maybe tomorrow'."

so let us wait no more, not tomorrow, not next year
but choose to make a decision NOW!!
be it our:

Health
Ability
Relationship
Vision
Emotional life
Spiritual life
Thought life

it all comes down to our own DECISION, DEDICATION and DISCIPLINE

here's a more pratical 9 steps:

Activate your planner!
Break large task (how do you eat an elephant? bit by bit)
Create deadline
Deal with the mess
Encourage yourself
Face your fears (do the hardest task 1st)
Goals review
Hang on! dont give up!
Initiate now!!!

once there was a plan by 3 devil to stop the preaching of the gospel
the 1st devil suggested, "let's make the people think that there will be no hell! and let them play all they want!"
the 2nd devil suggested, "let's make the people think that there will be no heaven! so there's no need to share the gospel anymore!"
then the 3rd devil laughed,"you 2 are silly! just tell the people that there's no hurry! there's no need to share the gospel so soon"

yes. it's that simple, our own laziness and procrastination always lead us astray..

let us talk abt money =D
Money dont grow on trees, but it's like a tree

every cent you save will get you back more
no wonder Albert Einstein quoted," The eighth wonder of the world is compound interest"

have a test, would you take a million dollar or someone who teach you how to double your money each day for a month starting from 1cent?

for those who choose the second one, congrats!
you've earned yourself 10 million!
the message is, even though at the starting, things might be insignificant but as long as you keep doing it, you'll have results!
everything starts small!

having said that, making RIGHT decision is vital in our life
(judges chpt 13-16)
samson was a man of God and he was born in he was in Mahaneh Dan, between Zorah and Eshtaol.

Mahaneh Dan - a place of decision
Zorah - a hornet's sting, wasp nest
Eshtaol - seeking the face of God

he was given a decision to make, God or flesh.
let us be wise in making our decision
if you've read the text, you'll know that samson's life was hell
all because he made wrong decisions again and again
and the sad thing is, he was buried between Zorah and Eshtaol in the tomb of Manoah his father.
all back to the beginning again..

so that's why i'm gonna change now!
all the bad attitudes, pride, selfishness

let's work hard together dear!
let us excel in everything
let us excel in our studies
let us excel in our health
let us excel in our finaces
let us excel in our relationship with people
let us excel in our relationship with God
i know we can do it! right?
i love you!!

surprised to get a phone call by bro robbie
he called to cancel off church debts.
i handed everything as stated
hope there's nth else..
i don wanna have any affliation or connection anymore =)

iloveyou❤ at 11:39 PM

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