Thursday, March 6, 2008

had diner with family ystd
together with cuz and her family
to celebrate grandma's birthday =D

dine at bedok's coffee shop.. wasnt quite appetizing..
but nvm..
grandma's birthday ma =D

oh ya.. dad wore his tshirt invertedly.. haha
so funny..

these few days things have been happening again..
and i'm in a dilemma..

i wasnt being sensitive or angry or whatever,
it's just something that i expect..
yup, it's just an expectation..

but who doesnt know that expectation bound to fail sometimes..
and when it happens, you'll tend to be emotional..
and when emotion changes, it's not that you're being sensitive or angry or etc..
it just happens..
sorry anyway..

maybe i should be the one telling you that i'm ready..
cos when you're with me
i hurt you,
i make you cry,
i provoked you,
i dont live up to your expectation,
i break your heart..

are these process of happiness?
are these difficulties you have to overcome when you wanna build a home with someone?

i'll perservere..
i promise..

nevertheless,
i love you still..




面对自我 矛盾难过
无助脆弱 弥漫疑惑 泪水滑落
我曾说过 我想自由
成全只是 你的借口 我不愿懂
你离开以后我们的承诺
被丢弃角落灵魂被掏空
我承认是我没有用
为什么你坚持要走
我想自由 不想放手
就算一切 无法改变 还是会承受
我想自由 不想分手
你选择走 放我的手
希望离开以后 自由

iloveyou❤ at 2:23 PM

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