Tuesday, February 5, 2008
alright.. the spirit of laziness has departed me..
and i'm here to post again.. =.=
many things happened actually.. i guess tat's y i'm so lazy to post..
lot's of ****ing things happened.. all of them are abt church stuffs..
before i start bombarding, let us pray, "Father i'm sorry that i'm here complaining about
all the stuffs.. i pray that you'll forgive me.. this is the only place i can vent all my angers.. Amen"
ok let's rocknroll..
i really don understand how the brains of the church peeps functions..
erm.. alright not all of them.. i know how mine function..
"leaders" perhaps..
cos even songs like heart of worship they can sing from "all is STRIPPED away" to " all is STRAPPED away" ironic ya?
there's so much things i disklike abt church.. it's been so long and i can continue writing for millenium..
so i'll just start with the recent two..
SATURDAY:
1) I was told to back off for ministry and told to come for prayers weekly 1st..
that was already ****ed up enuff..2) They had this cg outing where they planned for dinner and pool after that..
i didnt wan to go to the outing as i don like the peeps and the crowd.. it's bloody damn lame to hang out with idiots.. also, as planned to go home early as well as it was js's birthday..
and initially, i also have tots to accompany dear to
classique.. and i dunno how the **** the ppl can say that i didnt attend the cg outing cos i wanna go out with dear.. damn.. why would i choose sat? instead of sunday where i can do watever i like?
i was called to go down to bugis last min with js
un-contactable..
God knows where she is..
and i know how anxious i am..
i'll die if mom called and i'm alone..
on my way there, martin called me.. he asked me why didnt i turn up for prayer on friday..
i told him i need to wait for my mom as she was with relative and they plan to celebrate js's birthday.. and immediately he intercepted.. "oh really? js said u left home at 4.." then in my heart i tot.. mati liao.. i was with jenny? NO WAY!!!!!! i was really at home.. and dear was feeling unwell too.. wtf is going on? y did js said something like this?(don worry, i've already forgiven you =D peace)
i then bloody
chao gan臭骂him.. wtf?
did they accuse me with jenny?
damn..
he didnt call to say, "ky, u know js said u left at 4.. wat happened?"
cb.. he called to confront and is literally pushing me to a corner..
and later he give excuses and said he didnt know my reason..
c'mon, already told c**s**l that i wont be coming and y at 4..
after that ben called and said i'm not in children church ministry
follow by c**s**l.. she said i don have to come for prayers..
pastor also took part of the childish game..
hmmm.. i really wanted to go to chc with dear.. i swear i really wanna..
but bcos of God's rhema through pst meng, bro robbie and pst tan.. i
ENDURE..i'll share wat pst tan preach on the next post shortly.. and be prepared to be awed by how accurate it is when God speaks..
to be continued.....
iloveyou❤ at 12:03 AM
