Thursday, January 24, 2008
i got back my O's today..
there was a few emotions i'm feeling right now
contended, disappointed, sad, anxious, worried, vexed..1st of all.. Thank God i'm able to have a poly course..
although the choices are not much..
all thanks to my mathsluckily my english saved me.. if not i'm
doomed..!
i tot i was done for initially.. cos even for ppl who have done relatively well, they get 25 points..
so i thought i was those kind that will score 35+..
thank God he managed to turned the tides..
i wasnt really happy that i know i made it.. just purely contented.. becos i know i could've done better.. if i put in my effort all along..
but i didnt..
however, it's not a time to regret..
learn from my mistakes and move on..
dear, that's why i need your encouragement and support =D
as much as my family's
cos you're part of my family as well..
something that really ache me is that.. not all is able to go to poly..
especially someone who's that close to me..
i really feel so sad..
there's really nothing i can do.. =(
all i can say is that.. it's not the end yet..
God will still be able to turn the bad situation into something good!
the disciples of Jesus wasnt the high flyers.. john and james were quick tempered fishermen, and even matthew, who was so called "rich" tax collector..who was hated by everyone, philip was a guy who never understood spiritual things, thomas the doubter who even said that he will only believe Jesus resurrected after he saw Him, peter was so unstable.. the rest were fearful and proud.. but in the end, the apostles turned the whole roman empire upside down.. that's wat God sees..
even for Jesus himself..
all He had were the 12 disciples in his ministry..
even 1 betrayed Him..
He was being mocked at on the cross of calvary..
but one thing He turned the world upside down was the power of His ressurection..
people didnt look at His past.. but His ressurection..
don give up.. there's always hope =D
dear.. it's going to be your turn soon.. work hard as ever!
i'm so glad you realised the importance of studying hard!
and i know and believed you can do much more better than anyone!
i'm always here to help you!
make the decision that will benefit you!
lastly, when you have problems that you cannot cope with your own strength,
DO SHARE WITH ME! but ultimately,
let go, let God..
He'll lay the path for you =D
John 16:33"I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world."hope this will give you encouragement!
我爱你
something ironic happened..
a soka guy called me..
i was amazed.. although i've already told them i took up Christianity as a religion, they still have wonderful follow up..
they asked abt my result..
they invited me to their musical.. and said it's not religion.. basically, i can feel their
love and
concern from the bottom of my heart..
i can feel they they're stong! and loving!
like a city harvester..
but it's still not a true god they're worshipping..
as a christian.. why does our follow up still be inferior to them?
think abt it.. =X
iloveyou❤ at 8:51 PM
